June 23, 2010
Last night I had a dream that I had met this really cute girl with dark skin and I was so attracted to her, even though she had short hair. I normally like long hair but this girl was so cute. We were flirting and then I had to leave and I was regretting incredibly that I hadn’t gotten her number. I came back and she was there! We were going to spend the night and then suddenly some random guy appeared and asked me if he could stay, and I said it was up to her, gesturing towards the girl. I wanted the girl all to myself but I didn’t want her to know that in case she wanted the guy there too.
Then luckily the guy disappeared and the girl and I were together. In the morning I was carrying her with me everywhere I was going because I was so afraid of losing her but she got heavy so I put her in a suitcase on wheels. Very strange!
I wouldn’t mind so much having dreams about girls if they meant nothing to me and I could just shake them off. But they always leave me aching for a girlfriend, or even just a one-night stand. But really a girlfriend. I miss women so much!