Wednesday, Oct. 6, 2010
I am so bothered by this murder by Steven Hayes and his accomplice. I try not to write out what they did because words are powerful and etch graphic images into my mind. My mind can’t handle it. I went through so much crying after reading those words that I can’t bear to write them myself.
Last night I had a dream that his accomplice was talking to me and he was telling me he wasn’t going to go to trial for another year. I told him he had better not do what he did to those poor girls to anyone else during that time (I don’t know why he wasn’t in jail, nor do I know why we were at a house together, with other people around as well). He said he wouldn’t. We actually had a conversation but I don’t remember what it was about.
It is very hard for me to read the news when something horrible has happened to someone. It is bad enough if someone dies a horrible death due to nature or some accident, but when it’s caused by another human, I can’t handle it.
Many years ago, after the OJ Simpson trial, I had a dream about Nicole, and somehow I was talking with her after she died. What bothers me the most is the terror anyone must feel as their life is about to end. Why would anyone want to make anyone else feel that way? I really can’t comprehend it.